Recorded at Ampreon Recorder in Youngstown, Ohio.
Recorded and mixed by Pete Drivere.
Originally released on Sin Klub Entertainment.
look at you look at me and realize that you've changed some way in this lonely life with the times that you tried to hide with the times that you've tried to die you you are so pathetic you look at you look at me and realize that you've changed some way in this lonely life when will you dry your crying eyes when will you try to die you you are so pathetic you change me change yourself you you are so pathetic you hate me and my mind i try and i'm sick and tired i bleed from my eyes you try to die you want to be all right
blasted past the cops blasted off the earth i found a new sky i found a new birth break away from here kill all of my fears break away from here kill all of my fears why did you cry the pain is shared deep inside the pain is over between us i say i found a new sky i found a new birth yes this will hurt the pain's in both my eyes i tell you now don't look back with no regrets and yes this will hurt the pain's in both my eyes i say and i want to see and i want to be (free) you won't believe the pain in both my eyes i scream lie asleep hearts break heart quake
hide away from the world and tell me do you like it now hide away from your friends and tell me do you like it now hide away from yourself and tell me do you like it now hide away from everything and tell me do you like it now she pulls me as i close the door painful somethings that i can't ignore with your hands tied tight around your back pull me close avoid a heart attack with the timing and rhyming in your dreams and the lucid visions in your screams that look in your eye means discriminate look at me and wonder why i hate i close my mind i close my mind i close my mind burn me kill me stab me do everything but let me breathe burn me kill me stab me everything is laced with jealousy kill me with the hate that's in you kill me with the weight that's in you kill me with the hate inside you hate me then make me hate you i close my mind i close my mind i close my mind right toward you i close my fist to hit you i wrap my hands around you only thinking to fucking choke you i have this vengeance in me i have the revenge in me i force this revenge on you i only want to make you bleed
scrape blame away look into my eyes and tell me what you see give me the power to end your life give me the power to snap your spine you can't control me you don't own me you can't control me you don't own me who the fuck do you think you are come on scrape my face
6. Dead By Sunrise
crawling through the darkness you'll be dead by sunrise coming through your back door i came to terrorize you can never get away you can never get away from me pieces of a puzzle calling out my name i don't want to know you who else can i blame you don't have the answers i question what you say missing from my picture thoughts of you decay murder cries the witness i just came to repay can you help me save this i just play to reclaim suffocating sickness psychopath on his way you can never have this have this all on your face you cannot deny me so you just run away i need you obsessed with i have you you go away i need you have to try to stay the throbbing the sweating left peeling its all your face the cramping the sobbing the swearing it's all your face i'm cumming inside you i feel you it's on your face
7. Broken Dreams
this feeling cannot be real it's not my time to feel my soul seep through my pores leaves me wanting more look up at the dark night i suck my last breath dying i feel the fright as my body loses life horrible pain lonely death you drown in deep regrets my fears cannot subside that look down in your eyes drown down look around knowing that no one's going to hear a sound my fears can't subside that look down in your eyes blood-drenched tears flow pain you can't know how did i get left standing here vengeance breeds fear broken dreams are never more
9. Hate Me With Your Fist
twisting and turning your spine changes lines all these emotions have you fucked up inside give it all up and commit suicide now you go and try to trade your life for mine hate me hate me tell me exactly how you feel when i am breathing down your neck tell me exactly how you feel when i'm talking shit to your face hate me hate me hate me with your fist you told me to be myself and i want to be myself but how can i be myself with you screaming at me now that you're screaming at me now that you're screaming at me you never helped me out so shut your fucking mouth hate me hate me hate me keep it all inside lock it up inside keep it all locked up and hate me too much
4:20 in the morning yeah i can't sleep i've got the cold feverish friendly fears crawling all over me yeah it's my relief stare at the ceiling one more minute of grace finally start to realize that my life ain't a waste 4:30 in the morning yeah i can't remember any goddamn motherfucking words said into my head it gives me freedom it gives me freedom right away give me the strength to be like you give me the strength that doesn't last
11. To Kill Again
take look into my eyes what do you see broken by lies conspiracy take i will kill again i hate you you never understand you never listen you never cared who you were pissing off off off i tied that fucker to a tree i cut that fucker into three i don't want it i don't need it so you can fuck it
you fucking whore you fucking whore you said i was for you like you fucking cared did you really need me the time we shared now that you have lied you fucker now that you have lied now that you have lied you fucker now that you have lied i do not need you now i cannot stand you now what do you try to hide you fucked me up inside i don't care i hate you i don't care hate